” Me: “For sure.” I do kinda wish I could have some kind of party sending him off .
She really didn’t and mommy is quite proud of her first attempt at a Smash cake!
Though I have to say my Heart was not in it this year . BB and Karma I’ve been trying to deal with his Estate and my “Family” (or so they call themselves) that are working on my Dad’s estate. When the ship is first wrecked, you’re drowning, with wreckage all around you. You can see it coming, for the most part, and prepare yourself. If you’re lucky, you’ll have lots of scars from lots of loves.
I can’t wait for that to be over and done with so I can choose whom to have in my life. Scars are a testament that I can love deeply and live deeply and be cut, or even gouged, and that I can heal and continue to live and continue to love. Everything floating around you reminds you of the beauty and the magnificence of the ship that was, and is no more. You find some piece of the wreckage and you hang on for a while. And when it washes over you, you know that somehow you will, again, come out the other side. And lots of shipwrecks.” So i’m dealing with my ship wreck but also plan on getting me back .
The best way I’ve heard grief explained , I found on the depth of the inter web. It tears a hole through me whenever somebody I love dies, no matter the circumstances. But with that being said I didn’t want to drive over there. ) Let me update you on a few BB photos and a few more posts on things in a bit. We’ve been working on the potty since 10 ish months She isn’t by any means toilet trained but she does sometimes tell me SSSS when she needs to go. not always lol 11 Months her and her “puppy” 1 Comment Filed under AMWF, Dating, Day to Day, family, kid, kids, Mixed Babies, New Experiences Tagged as amwf, babies, cloth diapers, cute, cute baby, diapers, dog, hat, km, life, moving, potty, potty training, shoes, swim, swimming, yorkies Well I’m Finally moved I may update you with some photos later but for now my place is a mess. I should be able to start blogging a bit more soon since Most is done. Selling stuff is impossible here Dog still isn’t house trained again Friends are far now.
Maybe this person’s quote will help someone else dealing with it. What that means is that I’ve survived (so far) and a lot of people I’ve known and loved did not. After being on the highways there in North carolina (which let me say of all the states i’ve been to recently or drove through. Trying to find BB some good quality wooden toys as well more thinking less flash and buttons. This is my beautiful Elizabella at 9 months 10 months. Here’s a few of the things I hate so far about this city: Roads closed everywhere Roads that are not in a grid , all of them are all over the place with no rhyme or reason. Price matching isn’t as great Things I like: Windows Bathtub Fresh air I live close to my cousin 45 mins closer to my family New years has come and gone I meant to finish this post before then but I have ordered the The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of De cluttering and Organizing and plan on implementing this , this year Upon moving I realised I have WAYYYYYYYYYY too much stuff. I can not wait for the book to come on Tuesday I’ve already started purging (again) based on just the notion on if something gives me Joy and/or I need it.